Since between 2008/2009 I had a perforated ear drum so painful that I could not sleep and had to have an operation on it. When I came out of hospital I was too frightened to sleep on it. Since then … Continue reading Dont you find not sleeping frustrating!
Suffering with mental illness is that people who have never understood or understand what it feels like to go through it all. I have been told several times ‘not everything is about you’ ‘your always depressed’ ‘your always crying’ ‘you … Continue reading What’s the hardest part living with mental health issues?
The day I wanted to stop blogging. What was I thinking? On Saturday 18th June 2016 I felt so down I couldn’t even think what to write, started to feel like my blogs weren’t good enough, they weren’t interesting enough … Continue reading The day you wanted to stop blogging. What were you thinking?
The story goes like this. So you either been in a relationship or you and someone fancy you like mad they either stop talking, don’t turn up or playing hard to get. They then it’s like they get back into … Continue reading Have you ever played cat and mouse game?
Love mottos because I can relate to them in so many ways. I have a few that I like to say to myself all the time. Here is a list of them that I would like to share. “Anxiety may … Continue reading My mottos of life
Apoliages for not having put up some blogs today. Anxiety has finally took so much energy out of me during the night constantly worrying and can’t relax because I think it’s going to give me a panic attack in my … Continue reading Anxiety is getting me down so bad.
What feels like my second home to me through blogs and personal reasons my thoughts are for Orlando in America. The mass murder is horrible no matter if it’s just one person acting alone or apart of a group. No … Continue reading My thoughts for Orlando in America
Getting fed up of not sleeping now or shall I say getting use to not sleeping by now. Not only its hummed and muggy that I can sort of deal with because I’ve dealt with a lot more but anxiety … Continue reading Let me sleep please
Dear life When are you going to sort yourself out? I’ve tried everything to control you even with anxiety and depression but you seem to have find your way around it. Putting me hell for two weeks why are you … Continue reading Dear life
Not only I can’t enjoy the nice warm weather that we are having. They say sun shine makes you feel a whole lot better. It does in certain ways for me but when I am too deep into my mental … Continue reading Emotional and drained once again